newsflash
someone is making me smile
and my heart beat faster
and it’s not thomas.
ohhhh dannnggggg.
this is really random and unexpected… but i think this guy’s hitting on me.
should i just ignore it or something?
he’s a cute guy. well, not strikingly cute but he has a nice smile.
and an AMAZING voice.
and i guess he likes me. for now.
but he knows nothing right now.
i wonder how long it’s going to take him to run the fuck away.
i wonder how much it would hurt me.
probably a lot.
because i really like his smile and his voice and he seems really nice. but idk. he’s different from thomas. he’s more normal and out there than i’d be comfortable with.
HIS VOICE OMG.
i’m listening on youtube right now. eargasm!
and i really don’t want michael to hate me… but i think it’s hard to reverse. something would have to catalyze the making-up process.