well, this is it.
my butt hurts right now.
position is not comfortable
tomorrow will be a hectic one.
fuck. i can’t keep asking for extensions on my apush packets.
english hw, not done.
okay so for english,
i can satirize the teapot dome scandals? gatsby was supposedly involved in financial scandals and bootlegging and crap so this would apply.
or i can talk about the start of prohibition. that would fit some cartoons i have quite nicely.
hmm hmm hmm
i hate this a lot.
what pictures should i send? what is even the point of looking at the john dos passos pictures? why the hell are lee’s take home assignments so damn confusing?
leo club apps due manana.
gov team interview manana.
annnnnd
let’s see
packet due thursday. gatsby shit due thursday
driving wednesday
meet thursday
must take physics test at time some time before friday.
i hope i make gov team. i really do.
and i hope jerry makes it too. my life would be made more interesting for sure.
haha
hope i didn’t jinx anything. knocked on wood.
things suck because of me.
can’t escape can’t escape. can’t pretend can’t pretend
today jason and leo were at the library and i wish i acted more friendly towards them
they knew me back when i was different, after all. when i was brighter and more normal and smiled more.
i was bad to joyce today. and naomi. as usual.
i don’t know why it happens. i’m stupid, i guess.
i really hate it and i wish i could just make up with everyone.
well, at least nancy likes me better now. marginally. i explained the whole injury doctor xray to her, clearing my name sort of.
okay so before i sleep tonight
i have to finish my leo club officer app
unless i fall asleep
catch up on world and domestic affairs
unless i fall asleep
read that cartoon thing
unless i don’t feel like it anymore
english essay can be done during stats. as usual. even though i need to be taking stats more seriously.
i hate myself for what i do.
but tomorrow, let’s own the gov team interviews. i have to do for myself, for jackie, and to just simply fucking show everyone that i can bring it when it comes down to this.
oh yeah, and reserve summer school shit, PLEASE.
shit must get done.
and call tc to confirm about AP tests
i’m scared. hope things can resolve themselves.
