i think i’m leaping in too quickly but i guess it’s because the pressure of summer is coming.
summer. the time when friends can make it feel like you want to stop time and capture this perfection forever.
but when you spend the year alienating yourself from depression
your summer is going to be crippled
so i guess
spring is now the time for me to desperately try to show some emotion.
some empathy
reach out
and make up for the times that i’ve been emotionless and mean and avoidant.
spring is the time for new beginnings.
funny. so’s january.
we think ourselves into our convictions
that doesn’t even make sense.
