anyways here’s the plan. 

study for gov team

study for physics bowl 

study for physics 

study for english 

study for apush

study a bit for stats

sign up for sat 2’s 

write my own rec letter to science teacher 

among other shit. 

and friday’s off limits too. damn. 

and change a little. dream a little. be happier, a little. 

maybe if i took meds things would be better. 

but probably not.