soo basically, again, i hate myself, i can’t work, i feel fat, etc, etc, it’s windy and i have to walk to school to volunteer for some track meet, i’d rather stay secluded in my home, but if i do then i’ll eat which will make me depressed, and i hate life, i hate life, and i fucking hate life. oh yeah and i’m not ready for my ap tests. i wanted to study this spring break. i didn’t really. what did i expect anyways? go figure.