i’m stupid 

i hate my home 

i love the outside 

volunteering for track was pretty much fun because i got to talk to people 

i hung out with my long lost friend 

and i had to accept things  

and afterwards i went to the library 

and apparently tomorrow i’m going to eat with him at this expensive japanese buffet 

which i’m really against… 

i guess i just wanted to order lunch at cpk or cheesecake factory or something… 

buffets just seem so… asian. 

sigh 

am sad 

food is a problem 

it makes me want to die 

what else should i say