courage for my friends. my dawgs. haha
i’m going to list them on the bottom. to remember that i still have to try
i can’t try for myself. why would i? i fucking hate myself.
lets do this, alice.
also, to show the people that gave up on me
maybe they made the right decision
maybe i had to prove myself first, but i didn’t
so, thank you for not babying me.
but deep down, in a corner of my true self, i’ll still hate you. it’s messed up, i know. i can’t change everything.
thank you,
JS, TY, AY, TS, BC, LK, SQ, JL
and everyone else who gave up on me.
and you in particular, VM. and JL#2, even though i think there’s still a chance left for me to make up with you.
but you guys,
jx tc jl#2 jl#3 wq and newly added, ep
thank you for everything you’ve done for me. and sticking around to get to know me. thank you for all the laughter and warm feelings and bonding and support.
please give me strength…
i need it so badly right now.
and forgive me for everything i couldn’t be.
i want to be the greatest friend.
i want to be the one that you can lean on
and go crazy with. love life with.
i’ll get better. i will. i will, i will, i will!
